week five .. argh scary times my friends

yep so here we are in the final and oh so stressfull strecth . im very tired this week.

ive began and prettymcuh completed filming as was my plan thus my skecth book seems abit out of date , but i can fix that once ive iuploaded my footage onto the computers at school (then i can take screen caps and annotate them i think as i edit)

in reflection his week has been okay but not as succesfulla s i wouldve liked .

but . and its bad to say , i feel alot of people are in a similar kind of lost and stressed position as me and that makes me feel alot better.

we had a crit with dave on tuesday , i came in to sort out some things .
as i had kind of made the decison to not come ina nd just film all week. the probelm is what i seem to be doing is not focusing , im kind of filmign two ideas (the ones i have previosuly talked about) and im kind of just seeing which one pans out okay. or which one has enough footage for me to cut like three minutes of fucking anything out of .

the crit was good , i was one of the only people to really give any feedabck or agin any feedback , people were helpful to my problems , dave seemd concerned that i had not had enought ime to teach myself about i movie but everyone (ie staff) tend to forget i made a two minute filma the beginning of the year all edited on i movie all by my self and thus im less panicked.

although saying that i am panicked very panicked . im not as organise as i would like to be and i feel as mucha s my skecth book is really full it is slipping somewhat and i dont like taht .

reflecting over the last six weeks (in prepartion for my dreaded assesment essay) i feel i could have been alot more organised , i can tell already the last four days of next week are going to kill me .i still have some things i really really want to film but im re considering bacause i really think i should plow on with editing. so i keep trying to make thses decsions and do whats best .

i suppose i have struggled t find certain things to film, again another thing i shoudl have been way more organised about as i had spoken to my tutor about all this last week and we made an actioan paln and i felt really happy and sorted but then its like , half of it just hasnt materialised . im really disappointed in my self for that.